Kippei knew Shinji was tired, after the unaccustomed outing and the full stomach, and when he suggested going to bed as soon as they got home, he didn’t really have anything in mind other than sleep. Rien was still gone, and he hoped for Shinji’s sake that he could sleep all night, because that would [...]

They had lazed around in the pool for a little while longer, until their fingers started to wrinkle, but Shinji was warm and relaxed and Kippei was pleased with the success of his distraction – particularly as it had resulted in a rather awesome blowjob, which he had not been expecting at all. He was [...]

Rien hated saying goodbye. He always had, but now he hated it more than ever, because Shinji hated it so much too. As usual, he had to leave very early in the morning, about 3am, and he was very tempted not to wake them up, but just to leave a message saying love you, miss [...]

Every day, Shinji woke screaming, convinced something terrible had happened that he had seen in his nightmares, choking back sobs and staring wide-eyed at Kippei and Rien, only for it to dissolve into horrified tears when he remembered Rien hadn’t left yet; that he was yet to go and get shot or worse and it [...]

Shinji was beside himself, unable to process even a small portion of the conflicting emotions in himself. Rien was going, in two weeks, again. It was ridiculous to be so scared, and Shinji knew that but he couldn’t control it and every time he thought about it he thought about why and remembered Rien was [...]